The worst things that happen to you may be the best things for you, that is only if you don't let it get the best of you...
I have seen so many great people fall from a tragedy, and I have seen plenty rise above the tragedy in their life... Some of us get so consumed with our own thoughts and human reactions that when something bad happens we completely fold to it... What we all need to realize is that there is an end, and in that end we may find the best of things... We are always rewarded from a struggle, even if it's in a way we don't fully understand until way after...
In my life I have had many struggles, I always seem to have to work harder then everyone else and to this day I still do... When I was living down south and my husband and I were having trouble having children, a wise older woman said to me... You cant have a testimony without a test, and the greatest gifts come at the times of no hope... Many years later I still remember that and though I was told I was never going to have kids all those years ago, I see 4 beautiful little girls watching television beside me... I am aware of every miracle in my life, even the ones I could not see... We all get scared, to let go and leave it up to the higher powers trust me I know... When I decided to leave my stable good job to adventure into this I was scared (my husband was worse)... My deal out loud to the God was, if this is what I am meant to do was just to replace what I made at the hospital and I know I will be OK... I have bills and mouths to feed just like you, but I did it I leaped I left my job and kept my faith... BEST DECISION I'VE EVER MADE!
Within months I knew it was for me, not only by the overwhelming response but even on my worst week of booking I made what I would have at the hospital... See when you are meant to do something the universe, the higher power, and you learn to make it work...
Sometimes it is just learning to let go, even when things are at their worst... You never know what amazing things God will bring you to when you can...