We are sometimes so consumed by what we want, we forget about what we really need...
Our human interactions, our human eyes create our wants.... Whether it be something someone else has, or by an emotion we feel the need to have... Let's start with love, some are so consumed with having a relationship and finding that way to marriage that they forget that there are some things that they need like being cherished, treated right, or even losing their own selves for someone else... We look from the outside of every other relationship, friendship, we see which means we are not in the inside to know whether or not it is perfect or something "we want"...
I sometimes call it "the grass is always greener syndrome" (not an actual syndrome remember it is what I call it)... It is when you look around you and you assume that the grasses is always greener then in your own lawn... I joke about you don't actually know how much fertilizer those other people had to go through to get their grass that green... Everyone has had their own struggles their own fertilizer to go through and we must understand that...  We may think that God is not giving us what we want, but I am sure he is giving us what we need to maintain our own green lawn...
That is why I make sure I do not overlook the smallest of blessings in my life, because I know that when I look back I will see that it was part of a big one in the making... Some of the things that we don't appreciate day to day, may just be some of the things someone else is praying for today... We must look around and say "thank you"
Being thankful is one of the ways you show GOD honor, so do it everyday...

The worst things that happen to you may be the best things for you, that is only if you don't let it get the best of you...
I have seen so many great people fall from a tragedy, and I have seen plenty rise above the tragedy in their life... Some of us get so consumed with our own thoughts and human reactions that when something bad happens we completely fold to it... What we all need to realize is that there is an end, and in that end we may find the best of things... We are always rewarded from a struggle, even if it's in a way we don't fully understand until way after...
In my life I have had many struggles, I always seem to have to work harder then everyone else and to this day I still do... When I was living down south and my husband and I were having trouble having children, a wise older woman said to me... You cant have a testimony without a test, and the greatest gifts come at the times of no hope... Many years later I still remember that and though I was told I was never going to have kids all those years ago, I see 4 beautiful little girls watching television beside me... I am aware of every miracle in my life, even the ones I could not see... We all get scared, to let go and leave it up to the higher powers trust me I know... When I decided to leave my stable good job to adventure into this I was scared (my husband was worse)... My deal out loud to the God was, if this is what I am meant to do was just to replace what I made at the hospital and I know I will be OK... I have bills and mouths to feed just like you, but I did it I leaped I left my job and kept my faith... BEST DECISION I'VE EVER MADE!
Within months I knew it was for me, not only by the overwhelming response but even on my worst week of booking I made what I would have at the hospital... See when you are meant to do something the universe, the higher power, and you learn to make it work...
Sometimes it is just learning to let go, even when things are at their worst... You never know what amazing things God will bring you to when you can...

LIVE beautifully, DREAM passionately, LOVE completely...
Happy Monday all, today I will be busy being a wife and mother due to it being my husband's birthday.... Cleaning, cooking, and baking are on my agenda today.... I am sure my girls will love to help especially it will be for daddy, lol they definitely love their daddy... I had an enjoyable weekend off, spending Saturday night with my friends from the hospital and all of yesterday doing things daddy wanted to do... I also have tonight off to actually celebrate his birthday, but it is back to a full week of readings after then...
I actually get excited to work, I get excited to know that someone I may be reading actually will be helped or healed from what I can hear for them... Last week alone, the amount of love and healing that came from the spirits was amazing... Goosebumps, chills, and just an overall sense of peace from so many... Sometimes the actual emotion in the room is overwhelming in power that you can only feel blessed to be in that situation... Truly blessed for this gift...
What would I say to others who have what I do, be respectful of all energy and you will be treated just as well... If it is your dream to share your gift for others make sure it is for the right reasons, not the money reasons... I am reasonably priced for one simple reason, everyone should be able to afford to see me... I do not push anyone to see me nor do I force what I do onto anyone... Those I read come to me willing, and open... I give what I do my whole heart, I am passionate about my dream...
What I do is emotional, serious, and often overwhelming for who I sit with... I see spirits with my eyes, I hear spirits with my ears not with my mind so I have no choice but to believe...

If someone is strong enough to bring you down... Show them you are strong enough not only to get back up, but smile and walk away...
Never allow those who bring you down to stay in your life to long... I have learned that some people are so miserable with their own life that they actually do/say hurtful things toward other people just so their life doesn't look so bad... It is amazing how if we helped each other, believed in each other we would create a better world...
There are those who flash their material things in front of everyone to try to show their happiness, when in reality their definition of happiness is completely wrong... We are so concerned with having the best of everything, keeping up with everyone else that we often leave who we truly are behind... Keeping up with Jones's is a big phrase, but you never truly know if the Jones family is truly miserable behind closed doors because they are so much in debt thanks to all the material things they have... Why can't we all just be content with being comfortable and having just enough?.. My husband definitely keeps me grounded, I am the one with the expensive eyes... Being a mother of four also limits my ability to have everything I want, but I am never denied the things that I need... I never try to keep up, because I don't know what everyone else had to do to get what they have... I may sometimes complain about all the things I wish I could have, because my husband and I work so hard... Then I look around and see how happy my husband and I are with each other, and how happy my kids are and I know I am in no short supply of blessings!
I would never change places with anyone, I am happy being me... For those who think I live simple, and without enough obviously does not see my life the same way I do... I am all about the love and happiness that surrounds me, not what I lack...
If we constantly look at what we don't have, we overlook the many things we do have...

I am human just like everyone else...
Just because I have this gift and I understand my own spiritual path, doesn't mean I don't have my human reactions to life just like everyone else... I freak out, cry, worry, and sometimes get angry... Hey don't judge it's only human of me... I can't help but worry about things so materialistic like money, I have a family that includes 4 little girls that I have to feed and clothe and on Long Island it's tough and expensive... In the end I always have enough, and I am extremely thankful for that... When I am upset I cry, when those who pass around me I cry and get sad, even though I know what I do I cry for their physical passing and for those who don't get to see what I do...
My gift is something that is with me all the time, yet it is something I am blessed to be able to set aside so that I am able to have normal conversations with others without being interrupted by a spirit... I am grateful for that because I don't want others to think that when they are having a conversation with me I am trying to read them... I usually say don't worry it's off, I ask to be respected by the energies around me... I worked at the hospital I would often see and hear things, plenty was kept to myself but I was very respected by the energy and the spirits around me I never felt overwhelmed or stressed by a spirit... I like to believe as long as I am respectful of the energy around me (living and non) they will respect me in return...
We all have intuition, some of you are a good judge of character and some are just a great judge of people... I have an amazing intuition, yet my human self often leads me to ignore it... I like to believe in people, I like to believe that someone who talks to me and tells me things are being completely truthful to me... I get those little feelings during a conversation with someone but I ignore it, I always no matter what try to the good in everyone... It is when the negative energy and negative situations present itself to my human self that I stop, and that is what I will do.. When I get to a point where I know that someone in my life is a negative energy or draining my positive energy I stop all contact with them.. I leave them where they belong, in my past... It really doesn't matter who they are to me either, I look at it as a spiritual stand point... We are around others for spiritual reasons, and it is usually to help our spiritual energy in positive ways, not to bring one another down with negativity and drama... It is hard for me to walk away from others I held so dear to me, but doing what I do I have to be careful of the energy around me...
I will keep my spirit full of positivity!

Learn from yesterday, Live for today, and hope for tomorrow...
This phrase may read differently to each one of you... To me this phrase means... learn from yesterday it is in the past you can not change but always remember it...  Live for today like there is no tomorrow, if you were to die would you be OK with the life you left for others to remember.... Hope for tomorrow, if tomorrow does come hope for an even better day then you were blessed with today...
Our human ways tend to get the best of us, and we often forget how to enjoy the beauty around us, the blessings around us... I tend to think that we are here for bigger reasons not to suffer but to enjoy the fact that WE are ALIVE... Human ways are what hold us back from simply enjoying everything around us, human ways like worries, doubt, and having enough... Most of these ways are connected to human things such as money, work, and relationships... We must know that the things that satisfy our souls and spirits are none of those things, we are satisfied by happiness, compassion, kindness, and love... The one person who you should always show the following to is yourself, you can not show those things to others unless you completely know how to show it to yourself...
We often grow up without learning our own self worth, no one seems to teach us to love ourselves... No one seems to take the time to teach us at a young age to learn about our own spirituality... Now if you were like me you were often brought to place and taught the religion you would be grown up in, but failed to understand spirituality... To me religion and spirituality are two different things, that have a common aspect... The common aspect is a higher power (in my case GOD)... Religion (to me) is a belief in a set way on how to worship, live under one higher power for a greater good for when we die... Spirituality (to me) is the understanding we are all here for a purpose from a higher power and can only be found within yourself, you know what is good for your spirit on earth, and when we pass on... Teaching our children a few simple things such as compassion, kindness, and taking 10 minutes out of the day to reflect on their own would make a tremendous dent in how the world works in the future... We worry so much on education and making our kids smarter, on top of others we create more egos in the world and forget about teaching the kindness or compassion...
I know that our spirits continue to live long after our human bodies die, I know that we take what we have learned from our lives here with us...  I know that not all things are interpreted the same for everyone in this world, so we should not always take what is written so literal... Believing in different things is one of the things that make our human experience exciting, but our human ways get caught in conflict with others... We can not judge each other for our differences but show kindness to each other for them...
It is amazing how taking 10 minutes to center our thoughts to help them become positive ones makes a difference in how we live... I hope for everyone's tomorrow....