When you believe in God you are able to  pull the strength you need, from your faith....
I have a very good relationship with GOD... I consider myself religious in my own way... I do not attend church every Sunday, nor do I know all aspects of the bible... Have I read it, yes... Do I believe the entire thing page by page, no... Do I believe some of it, yes... I know God is there, how? I have seen and had interactions with spirits almost everyday of my entire life so far... So if our loved ones that have passed are there I am for sure, he is too... I keep my faith in him, and I know that if I need him he will be there... I know that he will answer my prayers, it may not be the way that I expect it to be answered but I know for sure they get answered...
Pulling strength from our faith is an amazing, and great gift... I have seen so many people who have lost so much and continued to have faith... Some of them even experienced a stronger connection with their faith after a tragic event... I believe this is due to the spiritual energy that they know is around them (thanks to GOD)... I always believe things happen for a reason good, bad, and the in between... If I am denied something at a point in my life, I just take it as GOD knows it is not my time for it and I know some day it will be mine, when that time is right...
It is also important to be aware of all the spiritual energy around you, for example have you ever had your mood change when someone around you was having a bad day? That is because their spiritual energy is coming into yours and affecting your energy... Or have you noticed that when your having a bad day your pet comes over, and you feel better? That is because even your pet's spiritual energy can help affect you, and more often then not our pet's always help us in a positive way...  Before you change yourself because your life is moving in a negative direction, look at the company you keep... The family you spend time with, the friends you have... Make sure you just don't need to change the energy around you for your life to become more positive....

Those who are never satisfied...
Some people in this world are just never satisfied, with their situation, with who they are, or even what they are told... There are people who simply play the victim in every life situation, and then there are those who have so much but still feel the need for more... This topic crossed my path a few times this week, and it was in different situations... Last night was almost the last straw for me and I am so happy that last night ended my work week, and I plan to definitely de-stress over these next few days...
When I read someone I get my strongest information from hearing, I hear with my ears and not my mind... So if I hear a spirit clearly, I usually don't ask them to show themselves to mess up the current energy they already have with me... When someone overly stresses the fact that they have seen many psychics, and have seen the best and name big names I cant help but feel nervous or pressure... Then I go to work and like anyone else, I do my best and only my best!.. I have faith in the spirits I hear and see... I don't question myself when it comes to it, but rarely and I do mean rarely ( this is the second circumstance out of 900 experiences) I get someone who just isn't satisfied... I try to make sure that everyone that shares and experience with enjoys it, and I ask if there are any questions before I end my session... There is nothing like hearing someone say I wish I had the opportunity to asked this... Last night to hear the woman say that she didn't believe her mother was there (because she would have been more specific for her) upset me for two reasons... One: The spirit came through loud to me, there was no reason to question she also validated many things during the reading things I could never know with out her spirit there... Two: I did my best and she felt like because of all her OTHER  experiences she challenged me/ compared me...
I never say that I am the best at what I do, and I am still finding my way at how I relay the messages that I hear, I have had this all my life but only doing it professionally not even 2 years... I never had to prove or validate what was presented to me until then...  I know I did my best for her and the spirit that presented herself to me as her mother, and I believe to be her mother because of the validation she proved to me... I will never be able to please everyone, there will be those never satisfied with the experience I provide because their satisfaction level is at a high... I believe in what I know, because of what I see, and what I hear... I just hope that after I left she re-evaluated our session and realized her mother's spirit was there and a sense of comfort was felt...
I do not need believers in me, I just need to know that others believe that loved ones that have passed have not left us here in the physical world!

It's the first day of school for my girls...
So exciting to send my ladies to school this morning especially since my third daughter started kindergarten... So no I have a fifth, second, and kindergartner in full time school and my youngest will be entering pre pre-school tomorrow!! Three days a week will be time to myself and I plan to use that time to concentrate on losing weight... I have made attempts in the past but never successful, this time with determination and lack of excuses about time I am ready... I will be successful...
Last month I was extremely busy with work, I had met so many wonderful people too... I keep thinking to myself that maybe I should start writing a book about my life, I then think about the already countless books out there about people like me why would I... I find it funny that I was always told one day I would write a book, and I always thought it was going to be about my over dramatic family that had so much drama I am sure it would be a best seller... LOL, I sometimes think that I am on a reality show up in heaven and they just watch me and laugh...  There are so many people that after I do the reading, they just ask me question after question and I don't mind at all... I enjoy giving my spin on what I think about us and spirits but I always tell them it's simply my interpretation after all that I am aware of... I do not know all the facts, nor do I know where we go... Heaven to me is a place that I want to go to and when I do, I want the same face and surprise as everyone else... So I limit my questions about heaven...
My gift is special, I respect every aspect of it... If I see or feel an energy I do not antagonize it, I do not force a connection, and I always stay true to my faith that God and the energy around me protect me from evil... If you believe that you have what I do, and want it to grow you must find that within yourself... I always say that becoming more psychic is up to you and your connection to the energy around you if you explore it on your own you will know what your comfort level is... Often others that find groups or schools to help them, suffer anxiety or horrible experiences (not all) I believe it is because of not only all the energy around them but the forcing of the energy around them to make connections... Natural is always the best form, and reading... I like to tell others to a store and look through the books, take the ones that stick out to you the ones that your intuition say YES to... I never mind questions, and I always answer the best that I can, if I don't know I simply say I don't know... We all have some type of gift inside us, it's believing in our self to know that it's truly there!
Believing that we can use our own energy and the energy around us to help guide us in everyday life is an amazing experience, it's letting go and using it that is hard to do... We can all do it!