Out late, up early...
Last night I had a beautiful group of 7 ladies in a town called Patchogue, here on Long Island... Each of them had special time with me since I do my groups individually with each guest... I was thanked for sharing my special gift and a lot of healing took place for some that needed it... Some wonder why I travel to others, and it is because I want those I read to have a sense of comfort... Doing what I do is very emotional, I see it on the faces and feel it in my spirit what others experience from my gift... I joke and say that making people cry is my occupational hazard...
My gift amazes me every time, I leave some reading just in awe.. A lot of the things that I say make no sense to me but when I say it to those I read it is an overwhelming comment to them... I try not to question why spirits say certain things, and I try not to figure things out while I am reading ( I am slowly getting better at that)... Wanting to know everything is a human trait that I often have to ignore... I love being hugged, and thanked when I help someone that just needed a simple message from a loved one... How I see others heal, is a gift seeing their spiritual light shine brighter just by sitting with me is my gift... I always thank every spiritual energy that comes through and I thank GOD after every reading for my gift...
Coming home around 11 and unwinding, sometimes takes longer then other nights to fall asleep after a group... I don't mind it at all until my three year old wakes me up at 6:30 am to open my curtains and yell, look mama it's morning time... Out of the four she is my most work... I always say that if she was my first she would be my only... My daughters are the ages 9, 6, 5, & 3... Come September I will have three in elementary school and one in nursery school 3 half days a week, I am very excited about some alone time...
I am asked if my kids know what I do? I do not hide what I do from my children... They know that mommy talks to spirits of those who died... They comprehend as much as I guess children their ages can...
Do any of my children have the gift? My oldest one had it and then grew out of it like most children do, but my 5 year old talks to spirits and so far has kept the gift... See I only can communicate with spirits that are connected to people around me, she talks to random spirits a lot of children spirits... I don't mind it because I keep a positive atmosphere and know that only good spirits can enter my home... I try to help her understand what she sees, and she isn't scared and that is important...
Remember that I have had this gift since I was little, there was no one to talk to so I make sure that my children understand about the spiritual energy around us... I hope that raising them like this will also help them understand that when those of us die, they are still her just different... I also make sure that they understand the importance of being thankful and praying to GOD, for help and guidance... All life is precious and we need to teach our children compassion, and respect for other spiritual energy and life around them...
Stay Blessed

What I believe.....
I believe that we were created as spiritual beings by GOD, and a long time ago God decided that we should have some experiences that were only possible by having a HUMAN EXPERIENCE... So the earth was created so that the spiritual beings that he loved so much could do things such as touch, share and show love, have families, also to feel, maybe even to experience a good cry... I believe that hundreds and hundreds of years ago there were many people like me who were able to see and talk to loved ones that have passed, and that when human beings slept it was a chance for our spiritual selves to go home and visit... I think that is why sleep is so important to us, and why sleep has dreams and where most people today have their chance to have a spiritual connection with loved ones that have passed...  Throughout time and changes (not always the good ones) we have become more human then spiritual, but I believe now more then ever we are trying to be the way we once were: more spiritual then human... That is why so many are trying to connect with meditation, and alternative medicine... Don't you ever wonder how we didn't have modern medicine, or the medical contraptions during the time of Moses yet he lived to be hundreds of years old? I do, and how come GOD gave us this amazing brain, yet researchers determine we only use a small percentage of it? I never claim to be smarter then anyone else, but I do believe that people who are like me use a certain part of the brain that others don't.... Many children do too and that is why they claim to see a departed loved ones, or they talk to "imaginary friends"... So I believe that when we leave our human form our spiritual selves return home and are able to come spend time, and share special moments with all the loved ones we have left behind here on earth... 
I also believe that those sent here by GOD are all sent for a reason, and I believe that GOD is loving and full of compassion to all that love and are compassionate in return... So you have the right to be who you want and LOVE who you want as long as it's true to your spiritual self...
I don't expect everyone to believe the same that I do, because I don't believe in the same as everyone else... I don't judge others for what or who they believe in, as long as you believe in something higher then ourselves... Having faith in a higher power, believing miracles can happen, that there is something out there to protect us (even if its in a way we don't understand), and showing compassion for one anothers' spirit is what is important to me... I will not just walk up to someone and let them know that a loved one's spirit is with them, because I do not know what that person believes in and I will not make anyone question their own faith... Those who I share an experience with are those who come to me for that one reason... I try to respect all spiritual energy around me, I will not mock or antagonize any energy good or bad... I think that is why I do not get drained from my gift, or why I have not suffered anxiety from it... I also think having it since I was little helped me understand it more and control it now, so that I am able to have conversations with people and have a normal conversation without spirits involved... Having this gift also helps me understand that everything happens for reasons, I may not always see the bigger picture but I absolutely believe that there ALWAYS IS ONE...
To sum up this first entry of my new and improved blog, we must respect one another and show compassion... We all have the right to believe and be who we want to as long as we are true to the spirit within our human selves...
Stay Blessed!!